=)

Joy to the world

MY CHEM REVIEW QUESTIONS ARE PRINTING!

That spells things are falling in place. (:
Weird. Sometimes my emotions seen to be controlled by some external factor and I have no idea why I feel that way.

Going to school later for Chem consultation. Apparently I will be alone 'cause out of 4, 1 cant make it today, the other is sick, and the last one I doubt he will appear anyway.

Haha. Ciaos.

& also, I managed to take out my luggage already. Sprayed lotsa insecticide on the spider. -_-

&& ODAC pics are UP!

=)

Leona Lewis Lyrics

But I don’t care what they say

I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

Nice song.

Woke up, ate a lot of chocolate and cookies, felt better than yesterday.
Maybe, maybe, maybe...
Lets see how.
Obvious.
I don't know.
I haven't talked to anyone for 2 days. K maybe except my sister (to ask her to help me take my luggage, and the hairdresser lady who cut my hair super short.-_-)
Hahahahaha.

Alright cheery today. (:
Been doing homework.
My chem review questions still won't print.
I am so dead on Monday.
Its ok, I will solve it myself.


Off to Maclaurining.

(: (: (:.

Studies, A LEVELS!(not that far away anyway.)

LALALA.

Anyway, BON VOYAGE TO GERALD! :D
who's off to Thailand (I think) for OCIP.
Misses!
Goodies when you come back?
*Grins.

Looking forward to ice creams and beaches and chalets and HK!

I am so happy that I am feeling better today :D

Ohyea. ODAC treetop walk pics to be uploaded soon. Is Izzy sending me photos?
I don't know. Lastest 1st Dec will be up. Thanks.

I NEED CAMERA BATTERIES.
Searched the web but nothing lei.
Samsung Li-ionm Rechargeable SLB-0837(B)
Anyone?

=)

Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing

Things that totally ruined my (already ruined) mood.
1. Yesterday, attempts to get my luggage out from under a whole stack of stuff (tried to cheer myself up by packing). Sis won't help so I did it myself. Then some spider appeared on the object I was touching and I was like: wth?!. Yucks. Got reminded of the time I did the noticeboard, damn. Turned around to get newspaper (K cruel me wanted to hit it. Not in a very good mood.), and the next second it was gone. Poof. Damn. Decided not to touch anything. Ruined all my mood for packing. Felt even worse than before.
2. Went to get a haircut. Told the lady I want to thin my hair but she just kept cutting it shorter and shorter-_-. I look (even more) ugly now.
3. People not replying my messages. I feel so alone in the whole wide stupid world.
4. For the 101th time I clicked on the print button and checked the print catridges abd loaded the papers, my chem review questions just wont print, when I need to finish it by this Monday.
5. Being broke and nobody bothers to answer to my pleas of giving me allowance.
6. Not being able to join people for anything because of no.5.
7. Having a super long wishlist which I know I cant put a check next to.
8. Getting scolded for unreasonable sh*t.
9. People keep rushing me for stuff. I am no machine. Please put yourself in my shoes. I have a lot of things to handle, some are so beyond the responsibilities of a college student. Damn. Do it yourselves please!
10. Having to act all-so-happy when I am feeling so heartwrenched inside. FOOL.

I can't take it.
I AM A DAMN STUPID SH*T WORTHLESS IDIOT.
Alone in the whole wide stupid world.
Please stop saying I am here for you blah blah blah to me 'cause it doesn't make me feel any better 'cause I know its just some kind of i-have-to-say-it and everything is so not true.
And I know some really cares, but I feel worse for troubling them, listening to me yakking sh*t.

WHOLE WIDE STUPID WORLD.

SHUT UP, shut out.

=)

To them, my presence... doesn't matter.

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

How about you?

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

=)

2S15!

1S18 is together, promoted as 2S15. :D Weird. I rather it be called 2S18.

With power comes great responsibilities.
I've failed as a student, a friend, a leader.
I don't know when the passion for everything started to fade.
And I only care about some & nothing else.

Well today was basically OK.
Fear, anxiety, joy, grief, lethargy, boredom.

Lunch, went out with the guys to eat at the coffeeshop outside school. Clr took pics (of a cat again. meow.) with my camera. Pics to be uploaded soon. He takes very nice pics, cool. (:

After ODAC (Oh Fukie's PT rocks, serious :D), stayed back to do Chem.

The school's so quiet at night. Now without the J2s staying in school to revise, the school was like empty by 7. Dark... kinda gave me creeps. So sped up in doign then packed up. I hope more people stay back next year. Quiet, studying people. Not those who yak talk non stop in the SAC. :X LOL.

And those who talk non stop in lectures too, please.

I sound very bad haha. K I am those kind of person who cannot stand noise:X. LOL.

Lethargy, even though I should have no reason to be.
I wanna quit,
end.

& sleep for a million years like Princess I-forgot-her-name
hahaha if Cvn is reading this can you enlighten me :P LOL

_______________

Did some final touches to noticeboard today. K it still doesn't look nice. Sigh. And then again, one of Publicity I.C's job scope include fighting spiders and breathing green dust. Gosh.:X

Now left... The shirt.
People's been speaking to me in some seemingly harsh voice reserved for complaints. T_T I know... I am so sorry I can't please everyone/ I am taking so long to do simple stuff/ Im so slow and bad at everything shucks negativity again.

Tomorrow our Year Head is going to announce the class that we will be allocated in.
No petitions/whatever will be entertained.
Please don't let 1s18 split.
& I dont think I will be comfortable with new people around.
Kinda shutting myself out again, sigh.

Well. Looking forward to HK trip.
And HK trip too. Deepest apologies to my group that I don't contribute much during brainstorming and I cant do simple tasks well. I will change I can change I must change.

Why am I apologising to people this whole blog post. Damn. I must really change myself. Argh.
_______________

=)

Second post of the day (a lot of thoughts. 5th time switching on the com already.)
Been thinking a lot.
I wonder how people feel about me.
Good or bad, just leave a tag alright.
I wanna change for the better.
Thanks. (:

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Name URL or Email Messages(smilies)

Its anonymous. Yep. Dont worry. (:
People who dont like me, welcome to say. HAHAHA.
Thank you.

=)

HELP!
I have been stuck on the com today.
Told Mum I didnt want to go out 'cause I wanted to do homework.
So I did tutorials... then swept the floor (was tired, so decided to do something else). Sweep sweep sweep, saw the computer. Then hurry up sweep finish, switch on the computer, play.
Play play play, then switch off. Then switch on, play play, switch off. Now, switch on again.
-_-.

Ok the above sounds very Singlish but I dont care and dont bother to correct it. AHH! I am addicted to the Internet! Dieee!

I NEED TO STUDY!

Ohmy. Tutorials all on the table... Alright I will continue when Dad comes home.

YAY GOING HK IN 2 WEEKS! WOOO! (Ok now I am too excited to do homework again. *chill)

I need to
FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS.
Maybe I shall go to some library to do homework tomorrow. But then again, I am too broke to. Sob. ):

___________


ikindamissyoubut

=)

Cause how much
Is too much
To give you
Well I may never know
So I'll just give until there's nothing else

Heartwrenched. ):

Listening to 987FM now (the 987 Top 20 countdown! :D) and heard the song above.

I hate weekends.
Rot at home.
No mood.
Piling tutorials.
Long To-do list.
Sigh.

Anyway. Today there was only H1 lecture. Half awake throughout. The back of my head was being attacked by some sleep monster and it was creeping very slowly and taking over my whole brain. ZZZ.

Had breakfast at the coffeeshop outside school with the guys. Saw Clement and his classmates there too. Haha. Riyanti & DJ joined us after they ate in school.

Went back to school library to edit slides a bit. Then went for HK meeting.
Luckily there was no need to present. Gersh was like so happy, LOL.

It was only 12+ so I decided to stay in school to do work. Bought a drink and made myself officially broke hah. Sat outside the library till 1425 then saw cw, aaron & susu. Then went to change, off to ODAC.

PT was tough (for me luh). 2 rounds track, 5 rounds up and across and down gallery, 2 rounds circuit, 3 rounds running.

Drained.

To-Do list.
Stresses me out T_T.

Studies, focus.

It is 17 days to HK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kinda looking forward to it.
But havent pack things/change currency/buy stuff.
I am broke, remember. Hahaha.

=)

There's a thousand uses
But only one of me.

WAHHHH.

I know I shouldn't be complaining right now but instead use this time to complete whatever I have to do. But gotta vent/talk about it ya know. If not I might just go *kaboom if I bottle it up all inside.

To-Do List
1s18

Upload photos

Think of chalet games

ODAC

Noticeboard

Shirt

Webbie

Upload photos

HK [17 DAYS TO HK!]

PPT (sigh. I didn't do this well.)

Get prepared for the trip

Misc

Go out buy prezzie

Horror movie outing

Pay my phone bill (hefty sum. Telephone company cheat my $!)

Get my phone serviced (for the nth time I've been saying I will get the faulty Bluetooth repaired)

School

Math tutorial (Maclaurin's)

Math tutorial (Intergration)

Chem tutorial (Intro to Organic Chem)

Chem assignment (")

Econs tutorial

Econs Promo corrections

REVISION!!!

Everyday

Check Email

Admin stuff

REVISION

Blahblah.
And the list go on and on and on and on...
*Yaks yaks yaks.

And I barely sleep. Can't, not like I don't want to. WAH.

Anyways. TODAY>>>

BBT>Coffeeshop>BBT>PG!>Cards>bus stop>Mommy:P's house>Bowling>Chompchomp>home

Let me tell you what we ate at Chompchomp!
(personal dish)+(drink)+HUM+chocolate ice kachang+carrot cake!
I didn't know Chinese HUM was so... raw.
Chocolate ice kachang tasted like milo :P

FUN! :D Hehe.




Uhm. Me! [I can't bowl very well... But I CAN improve! *Thinks of video shown during GP today...]

By the way! In this pic, I HIT THE LAST PIN STANDING THERE & GOT A SPARE!! XD


Clr![Pro-bowler-to-be?] :O


Gersh, pro-bowler! :D


Look at Gersh's Dad's ball. The black one. So nice, got horse!:X

We wanted to take pics but
1. My camerea low batt
2. I look ugly in pics

Next time.. When I look better (which is like.... ? ) and when I charged my camera to the MAX then we take more pics ok? (:


Here we go chomping at Chompchomp! :D [Clr's coconut & remains of carrot cake!]

Then took bus home. Surprisingly it took only 40 minutes! Last time it takes me an hour.

More pics.... To be uploaded SOON. :X Sorry!

Better go off before I continue on and on... Haha. The joy of blogging. I wonder how come I can't speak this amount of stuff?

By the way, I am good at Truth or Dare. Uhm. Truth or truth in this case! :P Hehehehehe. *Grins.

=)

Today, Math and Chem lectures!
Math.
I thought I was earliest as it was already 8 and there was no one from S18 in sight in the LT. So I just sat there and was reading up a bit when Woody called me! Then we were like

.....
Woody: Where are you?
Me: Uhm. LT?
Woody: We also in the LT! The whole class waiting for you!
Me: Huh? Which LT?
Woody: LT5...
Me: Huh? I also in LT5 leh! Wait wait. Row C right?
Woody: No! Row N... Follow our sitting position the last lecture.
.....

Then I accidentally hung uo while picking up my file:X.
LOL. Lucky the people at row C weren't there yet. Phew. Hehe!

Chem.
sp3... Hybridisation... blah... something which looks like bowling pins... blah.... alkanes... cycloalkanes... doughnut... cycloalkane=CnH2n.. alkane=CnH2n+2.. blah... give me more chemistry please!... atoms which look like toys...

Above are what's left of the Chem lecture in my head! Gotta read up later. (:

After school there was 3 hours interval before HK meeting. So Riyanti, Woody, Gersh, Julius & I went out to eat at AMK Hub's Banquet. I think the person added chilli to my kway teow. Hahaha.

Then went walk walk, talk talk, see see. Saw Enchanted's Ad! I wanna watch :D. Looks nice!

On the trip back we played Poision numbers on the bus. Empty top deck woo! So cool luh. Haha. So its like the person who tio the number have to say out a Truth. I only tio once I think. Or was it twice? Don't remember, but it was fun :D. Haha. I like to listen to people secret leh.*Pokes nose. Hehe. But won't say out one! *zipped.

Just remembered, we forgot to take a pictureeee! Argh. The bus was shaky (so were my hands) so I suggested we take 1 in school but I forgot. ):

HK meeting, sigh. My slides were horrible (they were last minute work 'cause I fell asleep in front of the computer yesterday T_T. I AM SO TERRIBLY SORRY...) 'cause I did them at 4a.m. in the morning... Sigh. I disappointed everyone...

ODAC... I was very late. Sigh. P.T. I am still te worst in ODAC, felt kinda lousy. Sigh. Went to see Mr Lim regarding shirt design. Need to make amendments again. But he said it was nice(:. So happy. Finally. Sigh. But some ODACians say not nice. WHat to do. I can't seem to satisfy everyone. Sorry. ):

Busy... But I feel more 'useful' in the sense. More efficient, spent my time better, but it feels so weary. Next year, this is everyday. Gotta get prepared. But the thing is, I think I can't really cope... Screwed up loads of stuff. Like the slides. Sorry...

Why can't I multitask and do things well like everyone else can?

Long To-Do list today, more to be added tomorrow. I will do them well...
hopefully.


_________________


So why can't I just tell you that I care?

=)

An update!
Was too busy to type yesterday.
Was figuring out Vectors iii tutorial + reading up on superposition + reading econs.
Must work hard for studies already... May the enthusiasm not die off by next month and in days to come.
After school yesterday (Econs was interesting! and Math tutorial I could catch up:D) there was meeting for HK trip. Stone-age. Then lucky Clr and Gersh accompanied me to Lavender to collect my passport. :D Thanks!
First we were like on 107.. then realised we were running late. So alighted at Potong Pasir MRT and flagged a taxi which zoomed us down to ICA. I was one of the last in the queue for the ticket number! Phew. If not it would be an wasted trip. *heaves big relief when the security guard closes the ticket queue behind me.
So looked at queue. Approx. 84 mins wait.
Decided to go walk walk around the area. Pics pics pics! Credits to Clr (who loves cats!). (:
(selected some of the nicer shots (that I feel so) :D.)

1st cat we saw at the bridge!




At t=0s.
[At t=1s, Clr said it sneezed at my camera. EEWWWW!): But poor kitty was sick.]


Shy cat. (It ran when Clr approached it haha)


YAY we ate HUM and ICE KACHANG! & sugarcane!

After that went back to ICA, lonnnnggg wait, collected passport. My photo still as ugly as ever. Oh well.

Then lonnggggg trip back home on 107! Clr alighted at Red bean ice cream mountain Potong Pasir, Gersh and I alighted at the bus stop outside college. Switched bus 112 home. Almost fell asleep on teh bus.

Blahblah. Slept at 2 a.m.

____________end~___________

TODAY.
Zombie-d the day through. Physics made me dizzy and math made me sleepy. ZZZZ.

After school, went to PS. LL joined Kelly and I, went for lunch at LJS. Walked around, then YJ and Vanessa joined. LL went back to school, so we walked around. 4 of us decided to 'roam Singapore'. Took train down to Marina. Wanted to fly kite but the grassy area (where 1s06 used to fly kite before our steamboat dinner...) was closed for some construction. Sigh. Even the bowling alley (which 1s06 went too...) was closed. Sigh.

Took bus 400 till the last stop, then 75 to Outram. Lost souls. Haha. Then Kelly and I had to go, so we left first.

Tired day today.

I badly need sleep! Sigh.

=)

New blog layout!
After much thought and wasted a lot of time searching for a 'nice layout', decided to stick with the first plain layout that I saw at Blogskins (I've come to the conclusion that I can't make layouts): ). Don't really like the colors but was too laqy to change. Hahaha.

So yep One-Star Rockclimbing with most of the ODACians yesterday! (:
Although I was thinking I would rather be in school watching Econs Alive, rockclimbing turned out alright! :D


ODAC!

Beginning of the course we learnt the theory part of sportsclimbing (the instructor said it was called so because it is indoors).


Lesson time!

After we put on the harnesses and everything its like we were supposed to try a bit of climbing... I don't know what was wrong with me, felt very moody all of a sudden. Tried very hard to think of happy things to cheer myself up but it didn't work, and my camera kept failing me and I couldn't even do my own ropes and I couldn't pull the rope at all and I felt like some stupid lousy person. I am so sorry manjing ):.

After lunch was a little better. Sigh, but I didnt know what was wrong with me... Weird. I can't seem to have control over how I feel.

I am so sorry! ):

I didn't reach the top of any wall. Argh.

Pics!


Me belaying (Belayer= person at the bottom pulling) (:


Me climbing, Hwee belaying (:

ALL of us...





Qualified SPIDERMEN (and WOMENS!) :D

Took bus 165 home with Sam and Daphne. Daphne and I had a good laugh at Sam's jokes, LOL! I didn't know 165 goes to Clementi. Loooonnnggg trip home. But was a fun one :D.

Couldn't use the com yesterday so couldn't upload pics. Sorry ODACians! Anyways pics are uploaded on ODAC gallery already, except those taken using Hwee's phone 'cause I haven't gotten pics from her yet (as in those higher resolution ones). And most of the pics were blurry ): so I didn't upload them. So few pics, sigh. I need a new camera!

Hahaha. New wishlist (to be updated soon), Christmas presents? *Grins.

Edited: OMG I just saw my phone bill. $88.68?! I paid $60+++ the last time. What is wrong with Singtel? Cheat my $. I am broke already. T_T. I don't think I have $ for HK. Argh. Parents not willing to sponser. I am so dead. I am so broke. I wish money falls from my bedroom roof. Yay.

Oh & I <3 this song. :D
Apologize
By One-republic

[This is a fan-made video, but it is nice!]

By Timbaland


2 different versions, but just as nice!

=)

Motivation, motivation, motivation.
Feeling a little studious today, decided to visit Aspire!
But got turned off by the whole chunk of info there -_-.

Yay school tomorrow, at least I won't be soooooo bored.
I can't imagine December hols. Goodness. I shall not think of it.

Updates: I am turning into a sleeping, snack-eating (Time:5.57PM; I haven't had breakfast and lunch, but I ate a lot of snacks-_-) monsterrrr!

Blah blah blah.

A levels!


P.S. My blog looks very bad right now. Attempted to change layout but failed. ARGH! Looked for layouts but can't find that I like. :X Sorry!

I NEED A NEW LAYOUT.

=)

Things to save up for
1. Printer ink (HP, $56.90)
2. Nikon D40-X
3. Nice laptop
4. Piano!

Hahaha. :D

My spare bubblejet printer prints things green purple and red pink.
So I thought its time to get some ink for my current laser printer.

But currently *empty wallet*.):

Training was alright today as I didn't do much PT.
Amendments to shirt design.
Started on notice board. (But still, incompleted)

Ok at least I can start to take out my pencil to get ready to check my long to-do list.

To Do:
1.Notice board
2.Shirt
3.Change HK $
4.Get my phone serviced
5.Start revision

Hunger pangs again.
Off to eat!
<).....(>
('(oo),')
Hehehe. :D
Alright boredom. CYA world!

=)

YAY! My Internet is well, alive and kicking!

=)

BOREDOM KILLS.

Its been only a few days w/o school and I am walking around the house screaming "I AM SO BOREDDDD" every 5 minutes (I think Mum can't stand me already, HAHA).

1.I attempted to study, but couldn't settle down to do so.
2.I ate and ate and ate but I feel bored the moment I stopped.
3.I switch on the TV but there weren't any shows that interested me(No that Korean Drama/ Ghost Whisperer SIGH).
4.I want to go out but don't know who to ask(Not going iceskating alread).
5.I went to school but there were few familiar faces and I felt so lonely.
6.I want to use the Internet but it always fails me (except this time, luckily).

SIGH.

Nobody is replying my emails, nobody is replying my messages, nobody is replying me on MSN.

I feel so alone in the world.

_______________________

Alright should be happy, off to listen to songs! :D
And maybe play games.
Though I have nothing to play.
T_T.
:D. CHEERY!~~~~~~

I hope my Internet works tomorrow I hope my Internet works tomorrow I hope my Internet works tomorrow I hope my Internet works tomorrow I hope my Internet works tomorrow I hope my Internet works tomorrow I hope my Internet works tomorrow I hope my Internet works tomorrow I hope my Internet works tomorrow I hope my Internet works tomorrow please please please please please.

=)

Wahhhh! One of the few rare times my Internet worked so that I can even get in to Blogger. T_T. For the past few days its been signing itself out of MSN and I couldn't access to any websites. Even when blogging it loses connection and I have to attempt to reconnect it over and over. Shucks it is losing connection again! It keeps saying something IP address cannot something. AHHH!

LOL. I am totally bored to tears at home. Woke up this morning, started to do filing of all the lecture notes, tutorials, assignments, blah blah. Then listened to 4 hours of music, sang along, blah blah. After washing up, glued myself to the TV for a few hours. Watched some Korean drama which was about the elder brother falling in love with his step-sister, quite interesting, but it ended at the touching part. -_-

Stoned, after doing some household chores (HAHAHA), glued to handphone game. Was very very bored, so decided to try out this Internet which doesn't work again. HELP! ):

Argh stupid Internet, can't upload pics(ODAC and class), cant email people, cant play games...

BORED):. Looking forward to
1. iceskating? (if I am going.)
2. SCHOOL
3. HK! [2-6 Dec]
4. 1s18 chalet! [13-15 Dec]
5. ODAC chalet! [17-19 Dec]

I want/ need want a laptop.

=)

SO LONG, PW!~

Filing of GPF at LT5 today.

Before that, some of us went to LT4 (the teachers showed us the wrong venue the day before). And heard Julius's inspiring speech on GAYISM! Hilarious haha! *CLAP.

During filing, thought of some stuff and was feeling very down. Plus some other class people who borrowed my hole-puncher and passed it around his/her whole class and kinda irritated me (sorry was feeling lousy already). I mean, you know its filing today, and nobody in the class brought a hole-puncher?

Alright I sound petty sorry. :X

Apologies to everyone whom I showed black face to, especially to my PW groupmates. I AM SO TERRIBLY SORRY. ): I know you all are just trying to help... but I couldn't control my emotions argh.

After filing, the guys wanted to go out. After much discussion they couldn't come to a conclusion as to where to go, so riyanti, (most of my class) guys, and I went Kovan to have lunch! Again couldn't decide on where to eat. Pizza hut? Cosmo-something-something? Coffee shop? Mac? Haha. In the end, we still went to... KFC!

Haha. Gersh was sick of KFC. But in the end 12 of us still had lunch there. Yum. I love Cheese fries & the BBQ Cheezy Meltz. Hehe!

After that came the dilemma of where shall we go now? 'Cause some of us didn't want to go home so early (it was only like.. 2P.M?). So after half an hour of discussion at the bus stop we decided on bowling at the nearby Superbowl.

Then Riyanti went home, so the guys went to play pool and I tagged along. 3 of them played while the rest of us played Sudoku :D. At first I was stoning, joined in the Sudoku only later.

Bored, so the guys suggested arcade. Sneaked in wearing school uniform. There was a pink lady who told me that I wasn't supposed to enter the arcade. First time I continued staying there, second time I felt guilty. In the end Woody lent me his college tee to put over. But the guys started on Daytona already):. Didn't play anything in the end, but felt so guilty! Next time must bring spare clothes to school, in case of circumstances like this. LOL. Met Galvin and Samuel there. So coincidental! (:

Headed to the bus stop after the games and all, Julius and DY went to Pasir Ris to roller blade (I wonder if they were serious about that..? :X). Then Woody went home too. So Clr, Gersh and I walked back to school, got bubble tea, before going to J8.


Random, taken on the way back to school.

Shopped, shopped, shopped for Gersh's stuff. Walk-walked. Then Clr had dinner at Food Junction. I was supposed to eat but had no appetite:\. In the end Gersh was hungry so all of us went to eat the Taiwan Oyster Mee Swa! YUM:D. My appetite wasnt there still, but it was quite delicious (I haven't tried this before). Stood and ate ('cause some couple took the seats HAH). A bit distracted by a Xiao Qiang on the floor.

End of the day. Clr's parents fetched him home (so lucky!) then Gersh & I went bus stop to take bus.

Today wasn't that bad, it was a 50 minutes trip home (the last time it was an hour).

Hmm. I just realised I have the 'responsibility' as a Blogger to not blog about ambiguous emo stuff. People might interpret wrongly yep. I shall try. (:

I am so going to be bored out for the next 5 days. What can I do? Study? HAHA! 8-|

Ohoh! I finally managed to catch Ghost Whisperer, after missing so many episodes! A joyful thing!

Anyway, PICS taken today TO BE UPLOADED on my gallery SOON! (:

Wow. Appetite coming back. Off to EAT!

Today turned out to be a happy day:D.

=)

OP DOWN!
My heart goes shalalalala:D
*JOY JOY JOY.*
SR123 ROCKS, WE WILL GET A for PW! WOO!
Filing tomorrow, the secretary (that's me, by the way) is glad 'cause she just heard that there is NO NEED to put in MINUTES OF MEETINGs!

OP was alright, hopefully. Sorry Pauline! I kept laughing throughout the song and you had to sing alone. :X

After school, didn't join the guys for breakfast (some people ask me to shoo. sigh. fine.). Haha. Went home, played game on phone,had lunch, SLEPT.

I need $2000, for a laptop and my HK trip. Sponsers?

_____________________
I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground

Current feeling: Down.
Ok after the joy of (above), emotions go on a roller coaster ride again. All the way down.
I don't know.
Why do I even blog.
Why do I even care.
When I think its just you making use of me.
Why am I so ugly.
Why am I so emo.
Why am I born into this stupid world.

You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait

I spell nothing, worthless, stupid.

You don't care.
I shouldn't expect any anyway.
Neither should I anymore.

I need a getaway.

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you